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Memories of Yokohama 2004 by Lucy Smith
March 2004
(First appeared in Her Sports 09/04)
From
the moment my daughter was born, my priorities in life have gradually
shifted. As an elite athlete balancing my life's joys of running and
parenting, I have to choose where to put my valuable energy resources.
I stress less about various trivial details, while other broader issues
have come more into focus. I have been fascinated by the paradox of
athlete/motherhood: how to take care of my own needs and commitment to
being in top form while at the same time feeling an organic compulsion
to give up everything for the adorable child that I love so much. I
don't know if it's motherhood, maturity or a combination of both, but
when I travel to races these days, it is a with a real sense of
consciousness and purpose.
It was serendipitous that an e-mail
asking me to be a part of a National Team for the Yokohama Women's
Ekiden came across my desk. At the time, I was only four weeks into the
new year of training: the tiring volume period of endurance running,
and getting back into the swing of balancing my active three year old
with my own training schedule. The chance to go alone to race in Japan,
to stay in a luxury hotel, to train, write, walk, stretch, practice
yoga and just "be" was just what I wanted. I said yes, and took care of
the important childcare details afterwards, knowing that my husband
loves to be the "go-to" guy when I am on the road.
The Ekiden is
a road-racing format run frequently in Japan, and not so frequently
elsewhere in the world. Ekiden means "relay", and a team of six runners
race between 5 and 10k in a leg to complete the marathon distance
(42.2km). Runners pass a brightly coloured sash or "tasuki", which
loosely translated means "circle of friendship". I have been racing
Ekidens on Canadian teams since my early days of international
competition over fifteen years ago and the event is a special one,
where runners from across the country are invited to be team-mates and
to race together overseas. Being a relay there is a sense of shared
responsibility and teamwork not found in other solo running events and
there is the added opportunity to adapt and learn while preparing for
personal excellence in an unfamiliar environment.
In Yokohama,
we stayed at the Yokohama Intercontinental. Shaped like a wedge of
Gouda, and with eight bars and restaurants, we were not roughing it at
this race. The hotel is in the modern neighbourhood of Minato-mirai 21
(ports + future). The area is anchored by the solid and soaring
Landmark tower, the hotel, and adjacent to that, the enormous Cosmic
Clock 21, a sky high Ferris wheel that takes fifteen minutes for one
revolution and goes around so gently that it doesn't even stop to let
passengers in out of the gondolas: the doors open and people just hop
out onto the platform and several seconds later new passengers hop in.
On
my first morning in Yokohama, I woke at 5AM and forced myself to lie in
bed for another hour before making some green tea and stretching. When
it was light enough I eagerly headed out for my run. I had stayed in
this same hotel for the Ekiden in 1998, before Maia was born, and being
a sentimental person, I love to revisit places from a different time of
my life. Since arriving at the hotel I had felt in a fog of deja vu, as
if someone had erased some of my memory but not all of it. This memory
lapse could be due to that childbirth phenomenon, although jet lag
could account for some of it too. I did remember that to get to
Yamashita Park, the compact park where we train, we used to have to
thread our way through a construction zone, old warehouse sites, past
chain link fences and across vacant lots besides the bay. Since my last
trip an amazing transformation had taken place: the whole area is now
an open network of walking paths and spacious squares.
From the
boardwalk in front of the hotel, I ran across a restored train trestle, "Kishamichi Promenade", past the Yokohama "World Porters" (This odd
name stumped me until I ventured inside one morning: food and clothing
and furniture shops galore!), around the Shinko Circle Walk and past
the restored 100 year old Red Brick Warehouses, where our race was to
eventually start and finish. From there I ran up and across the
Yamashita Harbour Railroad promenade, then down a ramp into Yamashita
Park. Yamashita Park is not big, but it is next to the sea and there is
always a fresh breeze, it has wide boulevards, beautiful trees and
marvellous sculpture. It was wonderful to come to Japan, and to be able
to run beside the sea without having to cross a street once. In the
days leading up to the race, it was common to see groups of six or
seven foreign athletes, running back and forth along these pathways by
the bay, and stretching in the small spare parks.
By midmorning
on the first day, I was sitting at a Starbuck's writing. I had a vague
sensation of cheating: travelling halfway around the world should have
precluded me from sniffing out my comforts of home. Interesting
difference though, there is no Venti in Japan. Short, Tall and Grande
are your choices, reflecting the smaller portion sizes characteristic
of the country.
For most of my life, the day before race day has
been a challenging mixture of anxiety and impatience: a desire to just
get the show on the road! This year, I felt calm and relaxed the day
before the race. I missed Maia and her lovely loving spirit, but it was
with a sense of gratitude. For the first time I didn't feel guilty or
sad about being away. I thought about my home, my husband and my
daughter and I felt lucky to have the life that I do. It filled my
heart with peace and courage and in there I found the desire to run and
perform, to make my own magic on the racecourse the next day.
Race
morning was gloriously sunny, warm and very windy. My leg would be ten
kilometres straight into the wind. We were briefed by the coaches again
about the check-in process, reminded at how the Japanese officials
would be strict about the formalities, our race numbers and the busses
to our legs.
An hour and a half before my start, my bus parked
beside a small dusty park that was already filled with people and
officials in green coats. Some families were there playing on a
playground and I had to suppress an urge to go and climb with them, to
make friends with the children. The other runners on the bus, women
from Japan, Yugoslavia, Ukraine and Russia, were all so serious. This
is such an adventure and I smiled at them, but athletes have their game
faces. Have I become less serious about sport, I think to myself,
knowing what I do about family and children?
During my warm up I
felt excited and suddenly nervous--nerves mean that I want to succeed
and I became aware that I felt the pressure of running well for the
team. As the first runners approached we were rounded up and hustled by
officials to the exchange zone on the road; we heard the helicopter
drawing closer and Japanese chattering with increasing tense and
excited voices. For the athletes, we could only think about one thing:
seeing our lead runner racing around the bend with the sash, and the
start of our own leg.
The first runner appeared and the women
jockeyed for position on the road in order to receive their sash. Not
far behind the first runner, I saw my Canadian teammate, clearly in
discomfort and with a grimace of exhertion on her face. I grabbed the
crumpled up sash in my hand and sprinted off down the road after a
Japanese woman who was a mere five seconds ahead. The wind on my leg
was severe and I told myself how adverse conditions are a reason to
rise to the challenge. All along the route, locals cheered and waved
paper flags. I will always remember these races, by the rustle of a
thousand paper flags and the occasional "Cah-nah-dah!".
After
ten kilometres of racing along pavement beside endless nondescript grey
buildings, I flew down a hill towards another park and passed the sash
to our next runner and on it went for 42 kilometres, our bright pink
circle of friendship travelling through the streets of Yokohama. At the
park, locals asked for our autographs, children peered at our racing
shoes, our strange faces, and us. And then the officials rounded us up
again; we hopped back on the bus to the finish. Hundreds of people
crowded the finish area, and the massive Red Brick Warehouses rose high
above the scene, historic and solid.
In the end, the fleet
footed Ethiopians won the relay, beating out the National Team from
Japan, and they were crowned with wreathes of ivy and flowers in front
of the crowd. Not on the podium, we milled about with the locals in the
square, getting photographed with children and smiling a lot.
The
morning after the race I went for a quiet run by myself. There had been
a strong wind and rainstorm the night before and Yamashita Park was wet
and covered with bits of leaves and twigs. Running in the fresh sun and
wind, relaxed, I noticed a small, statue "The Girl with the Red Shoes".
It reminded me of my own little girl and how much I love her. Racing
and travel has always been about adding dimension to my life, about
coping and finding peace and joy in foreign places. More than anything
on this trip, I felt connected once again to these gifts of my running
career.
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